Being the lucky woman I am and having a loving husband he encouraged me and told me everything would be okay (like he always does, no matter how big or small the situation).
Three months later I was surprised by a missed menstrual cycle. At this time in our life we were out of control with partying (yup I know too honest) But after I had the surgery I was hopeless and hurting. I blamed myself for what happened, still do sometimes. When I found out I was pregnant for sure, I quit everything. I was going to make this the best pregnancy experience I would ever have.
4 months into the pregnancy, Jess still didn't want to stop everything he was involved in, so in the middle of the night I packed my bags, two kids (4 and 2 years old) in tow, and had my sister come big me up. With no car, no place to go, and a phone call in the morning that Jess had gotten into a car accident and had been arrested with a DUI, I had to grow up and seriously start thinking about what I wanted for my kids.
With the help of my mom and sister, I was able to get a cute little dupelx (Jess had no idea where I was living), started college and got a job at the DA's office as a Victims Advocate. Things started to really fall into place, but something was missing. My family.. my husband.
3 months later one day the kids I were walking down the street and happened to run into a family that 2 years prior had invited us to church. But at the time they did, we just were not into that, we were so into ourselves. I asked them if they still went and they did, I then asked them if I could go with them. They were just as excited as I was. That same day, Jess some how found out where the kids and I were staying. He said he wanted to see the kids, but still had no intentions of changing his lifestyle. I told him if he wanted to see the kids he needed to go to church the next day with me. And guess what he did. That morning God spoke to him, and changed him, I'm not saying he became the perfect husband or dad, or is now. But he was touched and I thank God everyday for that. I know had I not gotten pregnant with my miracle baby girl, we never would of given our lives to Christ nor be together and that's for sure.
See Annabel was my baby girl that was born 18 years ago today. I knew from conception she was special. See remember earlier when I said I had no tolerance for pain, when I went into labor I was uncomfortable but there was no pain. Jesus Lover of my Soul was sung by Jesse to me during every contraction. She came out to be my happiest baby. Everyone loved her. And today she has grown up to be a beautiful, responsible, young woman. If it wasn't for her I don't know where any of us would be honestly.
I just want to wish her a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY
& THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU